im so fucking, i dont know
and know that we are one the subject of love...alexis thinks that im with him. he asked me back out...we had broken up because i couldnt deal with his crap. he asked me out and i said i think i will...there was no yes. buts hes too happy about it. ill just grin and bear it and pretend like a good housewife. but im not so sure about my fidelity this time around. ive never cheated on any of my boyfriends. hell ive nearly died for some of my boyfriends. but im not technically with alexis and while i dont plan on "cheating" on him, i cant be sure that a kiss wont occur. what to do what to do...
this is what she wrote. and if thats what she wants to do, if she wants to do that pretend to be a good fucking housewife bullshit, then fuck it i dont need that crap. i fucking hate that shit. she colda fucking said no but decided to play fucking games. great, more bullshit. i feel like getting high and satring down the barrel of a fucking 9 and pulling the trigger. i never thought id love her this much. or have my heart ripped apart.
this is what she wrote. and if thats what she wants to do, if she wants to do that pretend to be a good fucking housewife bullshit, then fuck it i dont need that crap. i fucking hate that shit. she colda fucking said no but decided to play fucking games. great, more bullshit. i feel like getting high and satring down the barrel of a fucking 9 and pulling the trigger. i never thought id love her this much. or have my heart ripped apart.