No real subject just an update on life in general
So I have actually been having things go right in my life for a change and it feels amazing. Be even better if I could sleep and all but hey it can't be perfect.
I have officailly got the job at Comcast and couldn't be happier. I think I finally have a job that I will be able to stay with for longer then I have any other job. It's the first job that shows a promise for growth and expansion not just something static. I have amazing people that I am working with and actually have made friends with over half. And I mean friends that I could see on a regular basis. Like lane bryant I pretty much had Meridith and Jill that I could feel I could hang out with everyone else there was see at work and nothing more. But almost all these people I could see myself going out with to clubs and gathers just fine and I have. I actually feel proud of myself becaue it finally seems like I've grown socially. Don't get me wrong I love all the friends and would never trade them for anything but I just sometimes felt younger then I was.
Maybe that's part of soemthing else that is way deeper then I think I want to go at the moment but I'm starting to get over it. And it's not me saying I've outgrown my current friends cause I have and I wish I had kept in touch with more of them (like Allie, Reed, Misa, Joanna, Priti, hell even Blondie{still not sure what happened with all that all I know is that when I see her she kinda ignores me or forces politeness sorta hurts since I have no idea what I did but what are you going to do}) I really have been thinking over this ever since Tommy got back in touch with me some time ago. He kinda faded back out again which sorta sucks but it was really nice to hear from him again however briefly it was. Even after not hearing hime from him for so long that guy still make me laugh so easily. But in this little tangent that has taken over i just want to let everyone know I'm sorry I wasn't better at staying in touch. It's just as much my fault that I lost contact with all of you if not more so. If I had the time to think all this up I could have spent the same time leaving messages to say hi and I probably will so don't be surprised if you see a comment from me.
Wow after all that I actually feel a bit lighter. I guess I have been needing to get that out. Feels good.
Well anyway I guess i'll continue with the update of what I have been doing. I'm really actively trying to lose some weight. I'm kinda worried since I have put on quite a bit. I lost some but put it back on when I wnet to work at Comcast as a temp. Drastic chenge from being on my feet all day and now behind a desk. Not good. So I have joined the Y that's near my house. It's been slow going cause I realize I really in trouble since my knees have never been good they are a lot worse now. Plus with the working lots of really long shifts on my feet my ankels are sorta messed up too. But I'll be trying to eat better and be taking it a decent rate so that I can get this moving. Then I just might be able to get my energy back up. Wouldn't that be lovely (mind you getting sleep would be good to)?
Well I think I've blabbed on enough. So tata and we'll have to see when I'll actually update next.
I have officailly got the job at Comcast and couldn't be happier. I think I finally have a job that I will be able to stay with for longer then I have any other job. It's the first job that shows a promise for growth and expansion not just something static. I have amazing people that I am working with and actually have made friends with over half. And I mean friends that I could see on a regular basis. Like lane bryant I pretty much had Meridith and Jill that I could feel I could hang out with everyone else there was see at work and nothing more. But almost all these people I could see myself going out with to clubs and gathers just fine and I have. I actually feel proud of myself becaue it finally seems like I've grown socially. Don't get me wrong I love all the friends and would never trade them for anything but I just sometimes felt younger then I was.
Maybe that's part of soemthing else that is way deeper then I think I want to go at the moment but I'm starting to get over it. And it's not me saying I've outgrown my current friends cause I have and I wish I had kept in touch with more of them (like Allie, Reed, Misa, Joanna, Priti, hell even Blondie{still not sure what happened with all that all I know is that when I see her she kinda ignores me or forces politeness sorta hurts since I have no idea what I did but what are you going to do}) I really have been thinking over this ever since Tommy got back in touch with me some time ago. He kinda faded back out again which sorta sucks but it was really nice to hear from him again however briefly it was. Even after not hearing hime from him for so long that guy still make me laugh so easily. But in this little tangent that has taken over i just want to let everyone know I'm sorry I wasn't better at staying in touch. It's just as much my fault that I lost contact with all of you if not more so. If I had the time to think all this up I could have spent the same time leaving messages to say hi and I probably will so don't be surprised if you see a comment from me.
Wow after all that I actually feel a bit lighter. I guess I have been needing to get that out. Feels good.
Well anyway I guess i'll continue with the update of what I have been doing. I'm really actively trying to lose some weight. I'm kinda worried since I have put on quite a bit. I lost some but put it back on when I wnet to work at Comcast as a temp. Drastic chenge from being on my feet all day and now behind a desk. Not good. So I have joined the Y that's near my house. It's been slow going cause I realize I really in trouble since my knees have never been good they are a lot worse now. Plus with the working lots of really long shifts on my feet my ankels are sorta messed up too. But I'll be trying to eat better and be taking it a decent rate so that I can get this moving. Then I just might be able to get my energy back up. Wouldn't that be lovely (mind you getting sleep would be good to)?
Well I think I've blabbed on enough. So tata and we'll have to see when I'll actually update next.