don't bother with the chatter

[firegarbage]

here i am again... yeah not so impressive.
give me a break, i never meant for it to be like this.
i'm so lost. where have i gone. it feels like a mess in here.
maybe some day i'll be worth mentioning. not a lost cause.
is it too late? maybe... just maybe. there was never any hope.
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this is the end of sanity.
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i want to start over but i don't know where to begin.
so many things are fucked. so many things are left.
this can't be what i am.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I AM NOTHING

i'm sorry i was never good enough.

it's actually kind of sad.