thanksgiving?
How can it be Thanksgiving already? November was the fastest month ever. Maybe it's cause work's been so crazy lately. The rush has begun. I've just started having fun. I'm going to try to stay away from the bars. I've been wasting my life a lot lately. Mr. Berkley is right. I need to start playing my damn keyboard. I haven't had a drop of alcohol in a week. That's got to be some kind of record. I need to start focusing on things that matter. I'm tired of being the loser I know I am. Things are looking up at work. Sometimes it's hip to be square I suppose. The holidays are creeping in on us once again. Yet another year with no one to buy presents for. I guess it doesn't matter. My birthday is coming up soon. I'll be 25 this year. Man... I'm getting old. I need to start working on being a better person. Need to get some things accomplished before I turn 100. In the end no one really cares... not even me. Just as long as I have some fun. What's fun without getting drunk? is there such a thing? Where is it? Why do I suddenly feel like an alcoholic? Damn... am I really that bad. There's no fun without getting drunk. So that's how it is. FUCK!!! I'm off to the Rail... no wait. FUCK! I'm going to bed. Goodnight people of the world.
-Juan
-Juan