anxiety overload
My heart is racing, I think there's something wrong with it. I'm having panic attacks and I have to meet a friend for lunch. I don't want to eat but I know I will or she'll feel wierd. She knows I used to be anorexic and haven't been for two years, and it's driving me crazy. I don't have a problem with eating so long as I'm exercising, which is good b/c it's healthy, but depression has set in from living in the city and I don't get the natural exercise I used to. I'm rambling. I have to get ready.