ive been going to the gym and tanning and shopping alot for florida. yes, florida. we leave early on july 18th [sunday] and return july 22 [thursday] night. just me and jim. disneyworld. the beach. nice. and jim brought up an interesting point- we are leaving, literally, 4 hours after i turn 18.. i turn 18 at 11 something at nite on july 17, and we are leaving for the airport at like 3 the next morning. crazay, man. i crave independence like whoa.
other than that. ummm been watching alot of movies. the butterfly effect and the perfect score, barbershop 2. the only good one was the butterfly effect. im currently reading "the 5 people you meet in heaven." i want to read something else by chuck palahniuk when im done with this, everyone seemed to like "survivor."
this is amusing- i posted some pictures on a community and a guy actually left a comment saying i "need some meat on those bones." and a girl agreed. uhhhh i wish i had that problem. so of course me and jim had to defend my fatgirl honor and took the grossest pic of me eating pizza and making a huge gut, and posted it. you know how we do.
eh, what the hell.
also, totally contradicting everything i just wrote, today i found a pair of board shorts that are really cute and from like 9th/10th grade. they were tight even back then, well F me they fit perfectly now, almost too big. which means [and YES im bragging get over it], im in the best shape now than ive been in in atleast the past 3-4 years. yeah man. that made my day.
oh yea. today we took half a watermelon and hollowed it out [after julianas been eating out of it with a spoon for days] and made a new HAPPY HAT. everyone wore it.
even. jim.
also juliana is a savage and ate campbells chicken noodle soup straight out of the can- no added water, no heat. freak.
i love jim so much.
i never ever ever knew love until today.
he smiles and he holds me and i feel, so beautiful.
i feel so safe with him.