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i hate thinking about what if's. and i also hate thinking i'm okay, and then having something jolt me back to reality and tell me i'm so far from okay that i should get my ass to a therapist.
but yeah, enough with the vague ramblings.
last weekend was amazing. SO much fun. mal & jordan's friends from the creek came down to aa for the weekend, so thursday night, we pregamed in mal's room and were then going to head to necto, but were srsly too trashed to even make it out of the dorm. we had SO much fun getting ready though. and it resulted in some extremely entertaining pictures :]
friday i went to spanish at 1 still a little inhibitted, but whatever. its all good.
friday night we again pregamed in mal's room (significantly less this time), and headed to necto with aj. it was gay night, so no guys to buy us drinks, but it was still fun.
saturday mal had to drive becca back to the creek, so i decided i would come with and get the grand tour. haha, it was fun though. and we definitely had 3 guys in a white beat up truck give us their number thru hand signals while we were on freaking 23. who we proceded to call, and laugh at as they invited us to party with them in their hotel room at birch run. ahahahaha.
Saturday night mal, danny, andy, and i went out to dinner at this SUPER fancy restaurant. and i had the best crab cakes i have EVER had in my life. good lord. and then proceeded to hit up cold stone for dessert :) we got back to the dorm, watched saw 3, and then i totally crashed and went to bed at 12 45. im not in spring break shape, and failed at the whole drinking for more than 2 nights in a row, haha.
next week is the first big exam of the semester. psych, which will just be memorization, but will still be a pain in the ass to study for. there's SO much information.
i'm going home for the afternoon tomorrow. dr's appt for my second hep A vaccination and the HPV vaccine. and getting a NEW PHONE. krzr here i come :) i'm so excited.
i hand washed one of my sweaters yesterday and then proceeded to get an allergic reaction on my hands to the detergent. fuckkkk. i should never do hand-laundry again.
I also got appointed to the honors council :) committee which promotes academic integrity/acts as representatives of student body at academic misconduct hearings. which is great, because i'm finally freaking getting involved in UM. which is also important b/c i have the public policy school to worry about all of a sudden, since everyone and their mom knows about it. fuckkkkkkkk.
okay, time to get back to english.
but yeah, enough with the vague ramblings.
last weekend was amazing. SO much fun. mal & jordan's friends from the creek came down to aa for the weekend, so thursday night, we pregamed in mal's room and were then going to head to necto, but were srsly too trashed to even make it out of the dorm. we had SO much fun getting ready though. and it resulted in some extremely entertaining pictures :]
friday i went to spanish at 1 still a little inhibitted, but whatever. its all good.
friday night we again pregamed in mal's room (significantly less this time), and headed to necto with aj. it was gay night, so no guys to buy us drinks, but it was still fun.
saturday mal had to drive becca back to the creek, so i decided i would come with and get the grand tour. haha, it was fun though. and we definitely had 3 guys in a white beat up truck give us their number thru hand signals while we were on freaking 23. who we proceded to call, and laugh at as they invited us to party with them in their hotel room at birch run. ahahahaha.
Saturday night mal, danny, andy, and i went out to dinner at this SUPER fancy restaurant. and i had the best crab cakes i have EVER had in my life. good lord. and then proceeded to hit up cold stone for dessert :) we got back to the dorm, watched saw 3, and then i totally crashed and went to bed at 12 45. im not in spring break shape, and failed at the whole drinking for more than 2 nights in a row, haha.
next week is the first big exam of the semester. psych, which will just be memorization, but will still be a pain in the ass to study for. there's SO much information.
i'm going home for the afternoon tomorrow. dr's appt for my second hep A vaccination and the HPV vaccine. and getting a NEW PHONE. krzr here i come :) i'm so excited.
i hand washed one of my sweaters yesterday and then proceeded to get an allergic reaction on my hands to the detergent. fuckkkk. i should never do hand-laundry again.
I also got appointed to the honors council :) committee which promotes academic integrity/acts as representatives of student body at academic misconduct hearings. which is great, because i'm finally freaking getting involved in UM. which is also important b/c i have the public policy school to worry about all of a sudden, since everyone and their mom knows about it. fuckkkkkkkk.
okay, time to get back to english.