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i wonder if there's a reason why i always end up feeling bad and giving in when i shouldnt. when i have no reason to.
it's not my fault, and when it all comes down to it, i feel like i'm the one who needs to do something to make it better.
it really makes me wonder - what would happen if one time i didnt try to fix it. and those are the kind of things that always get to me. if i didnt try to fix it, would things stay as they are?
would you be able to just go on with your life and forget about me?
because if that's the case, i just don't even want to try. if that's the case, then why should i even bother fixing things.
if that's what you want, let me know.
becuase i would rather not waste my time trying to fix something if you don't want it to be fixed in the first place.
it's not my fault, and when it all comes down to it, i feel like i'm the one who needs to do something to make it better.
it really makes me wonder - what would happen if one time i didnt try to fix it. and those are the kind of things that always get to me. if i didnt try to fix it, would things stay as they are?
would you be able to just go on with your life and forget about me?
because if that's the case, i just don't even want to try. if that's the case, then why should i even bother fixing things.
if that's what you want, let me know.
becuase i would rather not waste my time trying to fix something if you don't want it to be fixed in the first place.