mommy....

[firefly_4_an_ex]

i wish it didn't take this for you to see
and i wish you could just love me for me
i'm sorry i has to be this way
and i'm sorry if you now hate me
but there is more to me than you
and despite what you say maybe one day you could
know the real me and not want to change it
maybe one day you could love me as much as i love you
but till then this is how it has to be
but don't think i'm not sorry

i love you and once i'm gone maybe you can see...