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im going to do a quick little entry before i go slap on some more makeup and fix my hair for work.
i have a problem. i hate it when i start thinking mean thoughts about someone or something and i try so hard to avert my attention to something else and tell the thoughts to go away cause i know they are irrational and stupid, but they still linger. and i just know no matter how much i really don't mean them KARMA is still going to come back and bite me in the ass for thinking it anyway. stupid head.
the ex boyfriend decided to visit me at work last night [i finally agreed after avoiding his phone calls for six days] and yanno, it wasn't as horrible as i predicted. we talked like old friends and it was ok. and i made sure there was atleast 6 feet between us. he wants me to "call him more", but i think ill take a rain check on that. him breaking my heart about 39 different times is enough to keep me far, far away, and always will be.
besides, im much too in love with cody to even look at other boys. and that- my dear journal, is the truth.
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i have a problem. i hate it when i start thinking mean thoughts about someone or something and i try so hard to avert my attention to something else and tell the thoughts to go away cause i know they are irrational and stupid, but they still linger. and i just know no matter how much i really don't mean them KARMA is still going to come back and bite me in the ass for thinking it anyway. stupid head.
the ex boyfriend decided to visit me at work last night [i finally agreed after avoiding his phone calls for six days] and yanno, it wasn't as horrible as i predicted. we talked like old friends and it was ok. and i made sure there was atleast 6 feet between us. he wants me to "call him more", but i think ill take a rain check on that. him breaking my heart about 39 different times is enough to keep me far, far away, and always will be.
besides, im much too in love with cody to even look at other boys. and that- my dear journal, is the truth.
<3