Homesick.. but still havin fun
Sooooo it's sunday and I just got home from my pert time job at F.Y.E (For your entertainment) I worked at the FYE back home and just kinda got transferred when I moved to NYC. it was good because I didn't have to go out looking for a job.. but on the other hand, this store is SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH BIGGER THEN THE ONE IN AKRON!!!.. like WOOOOOOOAH two stories and like a bunch of cd's and dvd's and videogames. I was sooo surprised with this store. I like the people I work with but they have me coming in early and I'm not really an early morning person. I like to just relax and sleep in but noooo Looks like i'm workin the morning shifts. lol Well today was my second day and I had to work from 10-5:30 but I ended up getting off at 5 cuz they had enough people! I WAS LIKE WOOOOOOOOOO.
So far I really do love NYC there is soo much to do and soo many new people to meet. I love looking at my map and picking new places to go. I can't do that so much anymore now that I work durring the week and all weekend. I really feel like a working girl. It feels great to. I actually feel like I am doing something for myself, which is what I wanted in the first place. I will learn soo much from living out here .. and you know.. if I can make it out here in NYC i can make it anywhere ^_^.
I am homesick though.. This is the first time I've not been at school taking classes and I feel sooooooo weird. I miss everyone at school to soo much. I miss not going to Japanese class (I really enjoyed that class) and i miss my coffee/ lunch with Kwon everyday after japanese. I had such a great time with my friends. I miss those moments and I start to miss them the most when I call and they are all out having fun... but you know .. I can't let that stop me from having fun out here. I noticed that I was not letting myself have fiun. Chelsea would ask me to go out with her and her friends and I would be like .. nooooo I'm kinda tired so I'll stay herer. BOOOO to that because I would just sit infront of my computer waiting for anyone from BG to get online so I could talk to them. HOW SAD! lol but I caught myself before i fell deeper into my hole.. I know that I need to get my butt in grae and go out haha. NYC is full of things to do and I'll be back at home soon enough. I just can't stand it sometimes... i feel soo alone at times when I shouldn't feel that way. I do wanna thanks everyone at home though that has been giving me HUUUUUGE support! I LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS!
So yeah I'm doing alright out here.. woowoo i get paid next friday so i'm really looking forward to that. I'mma try to save up my cash so I can go shopping out here and buy some cute outfits haha everyone is dressed soooo nice out here and i feel kinda outdated haha.. oh well :-p I'm workin on it!
Till then.....
ja mata
So far I really do love NYC there is soo much to do and soo many new people to meet. I love looking at my map and picking new places to go. I can't do that so much anymore now that I work durring the week and all weekend. I really feel like a working girl. It feels great to. I actually feel like I am doing something for myself, which is what I wanted in the first place. I will learn soo much from living out here .. and you know.. if I can make it out here in NYC i can make it anywhere ^_^.
I am homesick though.. This is the first time I've not been at school taking classes and I feel sooooooo weird. I miss everyone at school to soo much. I miss not going to Japanese class (I really enjoyed that class) and i miss my coffee/ lunch with Kwon everyday after japanese. I had such a great time with my friends. I miss those moments and I start to miss them the most when I call and they are all out having fun... but you know .. I can't let that stop me from having fun out here. I noticed that I was not letting myself have fiun. Chelsea would ask me to go out with her and her friends and I would be like .. nooooo I'm kinda tired so I'll stay herer. BOOOO to that because I would just sit infront of my computer waiting for anyone from BG to get online so I could talk to them. HOW SAD! lol but I caught myself before i fell deeper into my hole.. I know that I need to get my butt in grae and go out haha. NYC is full of things to do and I'll be back at home soon enough. I just can't stand it sometimes... i feel soo alone at times when I shouldn't feel that way. I do wanna thanks everyone at home though that has been giving me HUUUUUGE support! I LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS!
So yeah I'm doing alright out here.. woowoo i get paid next friday so i'm really looking forward to that. I'mma try to save up my cash so I can go shopping out here and buy some cute outfits haha everyone is dressed soooo nice out here and i feel kinda outdated haha.. oh well :-p I'm workin on it!
Till then.....
ja mata