As the chalice burns
I should already be at church. Instead, here I am procrastinating even heading out the door. I think I pretty much just need to not be there anymore.
The fiscal year ends April 30th. That's the only service not yet booked. And openings for candidating need to be kept. So I think I'm kinda done. One other thing is that I promised to be on the review committee for the church secretary. That should not take huge oogobs of time, and the sooner it's over and done with, the better, in my mind. The only thing that has really kept me there for the past year, few years if I'm brutally honest with myself, is a sense that I can't just leave xyz undone. Know what? Yes, I can. And if people really want it done, they'll find someone else to do it. Someone who doesn't end up crying when she tries to drag her ass to church Sunday morning.
Bleh, I have a book to return. I should find that. Who cares if I'm late to church? Not me, that is for sure.
The fiscal year ends April 30th. That's the only service not yet booked. And openings for candidating need to be kept. So I think I'm kinda done. One other thing is that I promised to be on the review committee for the church secretary. That should not take huge oogobs of time, and the sooner it's over and done with, the better, in my mind. The only thing that has really kept me there for the past year, few years if I'm brutally honest with myself, is a sense that I can't just leave xyz undone. Know what? Yes, I can. And if people really want it done, they'll find someone else to do it. Someone who doesn't end up crying when she tries to drag her ass to church Sunday morning.
Bleh, I have a book to return. I should find that. Who cares if I'm late to church? Not me, that is for sure.