Things change..People change
I give up.
It's like another Kerrin situation all over again...People change and I can accept that. Whatever..I really don't have time in my day for people who are starting shit from this far away...I just don't..
I'm having too good of a time here and it's really not my problem if some people are having a hard time where they are and want to take it out on me. If what was said wasn't so bitchy and condescending then it wouldn't have to have been misinterpreted.
So whatever..I'm not fighting anymore..I'm done. I'm coming home to people that I know are my friends and new friends that I will have fun chilling with as well. I'll figure out where I'm living later I guess. Who knows where that will be because it's obvious that moving into Wachusett is not for the best. We'll see how it goes. For now I'm going to continue having a kick ass time and deal with shit as it comes up. This is obviously not going anywhere and I'm not willing to continue it. I'm just not. It's obviously not worth it.
So...if anyone has some suggestions as to where I should set up my cardboard box in January please let me know.
On a brighter note...things here are wicked good....(I know, boring to read about, thanks Robbie...but still, it's what's goin' on) I just finished a philosophy paper today that came out awesome and I'm proud of it..I'm thinking about what i want to do when I get home...Like, me and my sister are going out to Bickfords at 3 in the morning the day I get home because this country doesn't do breakfast food OR 24 hour service...It's awful.
Looking forward to this weekend even though it's only Tuesday...Time with Marcus is always good time..whether he's coming here or we're going there is debatable I guess...we'll see how it goes...
I think I want to come back here for Spring Break..I don't know how i'm going to raise the money but maybe if my brother spots me some and then I can pay him back in the summer or something..that would be phat...hmmm
so much to think about.
Missing everyone much...e-mail me and let me know what's new...
Love..
Beth
It's like another Kerrin situation all over again...People change and I can accept that. Whatever..I really don't have time in my day for people who are starting shit from this far away...I just don't..
I'm having too good of a time here and it's really not my problem if some people are having a hard time where they are and want to take it out on me. If what was said wasn't so bitchy and condescending then it wouldn't have to have been misinterpreted.
So whatever..I'm not fighting anymore..I'm done. I'm coming home to people that I know are my friends and new friends that I will have fun chilling with as well. I'll figure out where I'm living later I guess. Who knows where that will be because it's obvious that moving into Wachusett is not for the best. We'll see how it goes. For now I'm going to continue having a kick ass time and deal with shit as it comes up. This is obviously not going anywhere and I'm not willing to continue it. I'm just not. It's obviously not worth it.
So...if anyone has some suggestions as to where I should set up my cardboard box in January please let me know.
On a brighter note...things here are wicked good....(I know, boring to read about, thanks Robbie...but still, it's what's goin' on) I just finished a philosophy paper today that came out awesome and I'm proud of it..I'm thinking about what i want to do when I get home...Like, me and my sister are going out to Bickfords at 3 in the morning the day I get home because this country doesn't do breakfast food OR 24 hour service...It's awful.
Looking forward to this weekend even though it's only Tuesday...Time with Marcus is always good time..whether he's coming here or we're going there is debatable I guess...we'll see how it goes...
I think I want to come back here for Spring Break..I don't know how i'm going to raise the money but maybe if my brother spots me some and then I can pay him back in the summer or something..that would be phat...hmmm
so much to think about.
Missing everyone much...e-mail me and let me know what's new...
Love..
Beth