New Job!! Well almost...
So I applied for a job of being a College Ambassador, basically I answer questions at open houses and give tours around campus to interested high school seniors. Its not paying but I do get volunteer credit, also it will help me in the future when I need recommendations and what not. Also seeing as I gave the tour to both Marshall and Laila I figure I'll be pretty good at it. Well I got the job and today was my first day...quite interesting to say the least...i am so going to be an expert on my college so any of you seniors interested in Buff State...man come to me!! Its crazy the things i need to know...but its not bad, actually once I finally get on my own (without my "boss") things should be quite interesting. I'm not looking forward to showing off the dorms though. They had to fill the "example" room up with students so I am supposed to go through the hall pray a door is open and ask them if i can come in! It is really ridiculous but ah well, I'll be my bubbly self and hope for the best...lol.
Other than that not much has really been going on here in Buffalo land, I don't get to see laila as much as I thought i would which is very disappointing...it would really be nice to see her more. My homework is just piling up on me...though tonight I think I got a good handle on things hence why I'm actually writing in my journal but I'm starting to worry that if this is what my first few weeks are like, what is the semester going to bring?
Josh told me today that I have changed...he said it wasn't in a bad way...that I just changed. I hope that means I'm growing up, and in a way it scares me. I don't want to change...I want to stay the same girl I have always been...but I know living here and being on my own I'm going to see things and experience things that will change my life. Its like im stuck between being a teenager and an adult. I think I keep thinking about these things because I'm going to be 20 in a couple months. Just the thought of being in my twenties is a scary thing...am I ready to not be a teenager?
Okay enough contemplating for one night...
Later, Kim :)
Other than that not much has really been going on here in Buffalo land, I don't get to see laila as much as I thought i would which is very disappointing...it would really be nice to see her more. My homework is just piling up on me...though tonight I think I got a good handle on things hence why I'm actually writing in my journal but I'm starting to worry that if this is what my first few weeks are like, what is the semester going to bring?
Josh told me today that I have changed...he said it wasn't in a bad way...that I just changed. I hope that means I'm growing up, and in a way it scares me. I don't want to change...I want to stay the same girl I have always been...but I know living here and being on my own I'm going to see things and experience things that will change my life. Its like im stuck between being a teenager and an adult. I think I keep thinking about these things because I'm going to be 20 in a couple months. Just the thought of being in my twenties is a scary thing...am I ready to not be a teenager?
Okay enough contemplating for one night...
Later, Kim :)