falling hard
I cant believe how hard I am falling for this guy. I am trying to control my feelings and just make this a casual relationship but after he expressed his feeling for me it was like the bridge I was building collapsed. It was 1 of the greatest nights I ave had in a long time. He held me in the pool and whispered in my ear I am falling for you. I didnt know what to say but inside I felt the same way. we just drifted along in the pool telling each other our thoughts and feeling. the only thing that I didnt know what to say was how he wanted to know scott. I promised chris I wouldnt do that and I also dont want to do that unless I think it is something serious and I am not ready for anything serious am I??