helllllll yeaaaaaaa
i just found out that i have more than $5,000 in my trust fund!!!!!!!!!! that *totally* takes care of my stuff, plus a lot of other things, while still leaving me a large chunk to invest, as i had planned. the accountant that handles my trust just received my paperwork to cash in the assets and send me the check, and my dad's financial advisor is going to talk to me when i have the amount to invest and help me figure out where to take it, what to invest it or whatever. i could invest smart here, people!! AND i'll have a car and hopefully a full-time job, i might actually dig myself back out of this hole that i've completely dug myself. and i'll have my fuckin stuff back. how totally kickass.