i was class of 06... now i'm class of 05
wow.. in a few days i will be a highschool graduate.. i may not have gotten to wear a cap and gown.. or did 4 years of highschool.. but i will be graduating... its all i think about now...
what i will be taking with me in augest to harding.. what clothes to take.. what books... what i need to buy... what i already have...
what i will be leaving behind... saying goodbye to my frineds.. my family...
what responsibilities i will be taking on... like making sure i dont forget to eat.. making sure i actualy get up in time for classes... and not going over my minutes on my cell...
i think of all that the hardest is going to be saying goodbye to my frineds.. but i think the weirdest part is.. i think the ppl i miss the most are going to be the ppl i dont see as often... b/c i know its going to be even longer before i see them again.. if at all.. i dotn want to grow apart... i dotn want to loose friendships... i dont want to have to wonder whats going on in thier lives... i wish i was actualy a part of it.. but i'm not now.. and once i leave for harding.. i wont be anymore...
this summer is going to be really hard.. its going to be really different too.. i', going to be gone all but 6 weeks of this summer.. so what little time i actualy have here.. i really want to spend it with the ppl i think of as my frineds.. but it seems like most of them are to busy... it hurts.. it really does.. it seems like no one actualy thinks i am going to do this.. but i am.. i am leaving.. i will not be in virginia anymore.. i wont be a highschool student.. i wont be the homeschoooled chick anymore.. i am going to be a college freshman.. living in sercey arkansas... not homeschooled.. not a highschooler..
i hope ppl actualy will miss me.. b/c then it will mean that ppl actualy care... they didnt just chill with me b/c they had nothing better to do.. or b./c they felt like they felt obligated to call me and invite me along with them...
i hope that my frineds still call me.. and chat with me.. and keep me posted on whats going on.. b/c i am gonna do the same...
its a weird feeling... i'm moving out of my house.. i'm going to be living 1000 miles away from my family.. (well not my sister)... i know its going to be hard... but i hope that when i come home on breaks and stuff... that i will still have friends to come home too...
what i will be taking with me in augest to harding.. what clothes to take.. what books... what i need to buy... what i already have...
what i will be leaving behind... saying goodbye to my frineds.. my family...
what responsibilities i will be taking on... like making sure i dont forget to eat.. making sure i actualy get up in time for classes... and not going over my minutes on my cell...
i think of all that the hardest is going to be saying goodbye to my frineds.. but i think the weirdest part is.. i think the ppl i miss the most are going to be the ppl i dont see as often... b/c i know its going to be even longer before i see them again.. if at all.. i dotn want to grow apart... i dotn want to loose friendships... i dont want to have to wonder whats going on in thier lives... i wish i was actualy a part of it.. but i'm not now.. and once i leave for harding.. i wont be anymore...
this summer is going to be really hard.. its going to be really different too.. i', going to be gone all but 6 weeks of this summer.. so what little time i actualy have here.. i really want to spend it with the ppl i think of as my frineds.. but it seems like most of them are to busy... it hurts.. it really does.. it seems like no one actualy thinks i am going to do this.. but i am.. i am leaving.. i will not be in virginia anymore.. i wont be a highschool student.. i wont be the homeschoooled chick anymore.. i am going to be a college freshman.. living in sercey arkansas... not homeschooled.. not a highschooler..
i hope ppl actualy will miss me.. b/c then it will mean that ppl actualy care... they didnt just chill with me b/c they had nothing better to do.. or b./c they felt like they felt obligated to call me and invite me along with them...
i hope that my frineds still call me.. and chat with me.. and keep me posted on whats going on.. b/c i am gonna do the same...
its a weird feeling... i'm moving out of my house.. i'm going to be living 1000 miles away from my family.. (well not my sister)... i know its going to be hard... but i hope that when i come home on breaks and stuff... that i will still have friends to come home too...