I'll be right beside you forevermore...
Okay...so this whole thing with Brady's death has really made me kind of depressed, and not because he died, but because it reminds me of my cousins death. I haven't exactly mourned his death, because I wanted to be there for my mom and for my family and help them. Now when I am alone, without them in front of me, I remember...I remember his beautiful smile, I remember how everytime he saw me he would hug me so tight and say "Hey beautiful..", I remember when he got shot, and was almost closed to death, how he reacted when he saw me when he was released, he ran to me first, hugged me so tight and started crying. I remember his handsome face, and how his face and eyes lit up...I remeber his laugh, and how it made him look so adorable....there is so much that I remember, that I dont want to forget. I miss him so much, it hurts now when I think about the memories and him. I want to see him, hug him and tell him how much I miss him and how much I really do love him. I never got that chance, I never got to see him before he died...and it bugs me everytime I think about it. He was mentioned again in church in "Prayer of the Faithful" for those who have passed away, I tried so hard to fight back my tears....and now as I sit here, I'm crying....I miss him, I really do. I never knew it would be this hard...
To get my mind off things, and lighten up the mood...here's a meme. Stolen from the wonderful cecism. :]
The Movie Quote Meme
THE RULES:
[1] Pick 12 of your favorite movies.
[2] Then pick one of your favorite quotes from each movie.
[3] Post the quotes in your journal.
[4] Have those on your friends list guess what the movie is.
[5] Extra points for knowing the actor and character's name.
[6] Strike out the quote once it has been correctly identified.
1. $200 Dollar Shirt by the way...
2. The heart dies a slow death, shedding each hope like leaves. Until one day there are none.
3. Oh! We have a comedian! What, did you have clown for breakfast this morning?
4. Do the Q-tip! Q-tip! Now throw it away! Now what am I doing? I'm makin a pizza!
5. I have to warn you, I've heard relationships based on intense experiences never work
6. The pen is blue, the pen is blue, the goddamn pen is blue!
7. I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. One.
8. He was a lot like me, brown hair, flat chest.
9. With all this foil in my hair I'm getting HBO
10. No. *You* want you to find this. Because the finding of this finds you incapacitorially finding and/or locating in your discovering the detecting of a way to save your bonny lass, ol' what's-er-face.
11. Yeah, right, and no harm ever came from reading a book. You remember how that one went?
12. That is not true. I did call Slurpee Heaven. They didn't want you. Heard you had attitude. Said you weren't "Slurpee" material.
Not sure if some of those are right, but whatev.
Ayy Gahh....I start my BCC summer classes tuesday, for a second there I thought Tuesday was tomorrow, from 8:30am to 12 something. Enviromental Science and American Goverment, happy-happy-joy-joy! Well at least I get to hang with Julie tomorrow, going to the mall and wherever else her car decides to take us.
FSU marching Leadership camp next week....looking forward to it. I'm gonna be working my ass off.
oh and really sorry bout the depressing entry, I just had to get that off my chest and put it somewhere...
*huggles and kissies*
To get my mind off things, and lighten up the mood...here's a meme. Stolen from the wonderful cecism. :]
The Movie Quote Meme
THE RULES:
[1] Pick 12 of your favorite movies.
[2] Then pick one of your favorite quotes from each movie.
[3] Post the quotes in your journal.
[4] Have those on your friends list guess what the movie is.
[5] Extra points for knowing the actor and character's name.
[6] Strike out the quote once it has been correctly identified.
1. $200 Dollar Shirt by the way...
2. The heart dies a slow death, shedding each hope like leaves. Until one day there are none.
3. Oh! We have a comedian! What, did you have clown for breakfast this morning?
4. Do the Q-tip! Q-tip! Now throw it away! Now what am I doing? I'm makin a pizza!
5. I have to warn you, I've heard relationships based on intense experiences never work
6. The pen is blue, the pen is blue, the goddamn pen is blue!
7. I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. One.
8. He was a lot like me, brown hair, flat chest.
9. With all this foil in my hair I'm getting HBO
10. No. *You* want you to find this. Because the finding of this finds you incapacitorially finding and/or locating in your discovering the detecting of a way to save your bonny lass, ol' what's-er-face.
11. Yeah, right, and no harm ever came from reading a book. You remember how that one went?
12. That is not true. I did call Slurpee Heaven. They didn't want you. Heard you had attitude. Said you weren't "Slurpee" material.
Not sure if some of those are right, but whatev.
Ayy Gahh....I start my BCC summer classes tuesday, for a second there I thought Tuesday was tomorrow, from 8:30am to 12 something. Enviromental Science and American Goverment, happy-happy-joy-joy! Well at least I get to hang with Julie tomorrow, going to the mall and wherever else her car decides to take us.
FSU marching Leadership camp next week....looking forward to it. I'm gonna be working my ass off.
oh and really sorry bout the depressing entry, I just had to get that off my chest and put it somewhere...
*huggles and kissies*