*****'s mad. PMSing too, but that's not the point.
I don't know. I don't know anything. i want to talk to her and hold her and be with her right now. if the parents were home, i would get david to rush me over there right this minute (i was thinking about doing it anyway, but her mom and my mom might kill the crap out of me and sarah would hate me even more if i got grounded just to see her for 2 seconds)
I left her. I didn't think it would be that big of a deal to go to a-kon, but apparently it was. I didn't mean to leave her all alone, i didn't mean for the website to crash and nothing to happen whatsoever but it all did and nothing i can do is gonna make it right now. I just gotta wait for her. And i hate waiting. Dillon has no clue why she's mad at him. i can understand that, i'm a little angry too that he's leaving us. But it's not his fault, so i'm not that mad.
I'm going to call her.
Nicky says:
is she really mad at me?
Wesley ~ "It's colder than it looks outside." says:
I'm not sure.
Nicky says:
It hurts not to know.
Wesley ~ "It's colder than it looks outside." says:
I'm sorry. :/
Wesley ~ "It's colder than it looks outside." says:
I don't really know any of the details or anything.
Nicky says:
i think i know, but i don't want to assume, so i'll just wait for her and post in the meantime
Nicky says:
myew
Nicky says:
thanks for your help
Wesley ~ "It's colder than it looks outside." says:
I didn't really help, heh, but you're welcome.
Nicky says:
you helped her feel a little better, that's something
Wesley ~ "It's colder than it looks outside." says:
I guess, yeah.
Wesley ~ "It's colder than it looks outside." says:
I miss her, haven't seen her at all this weekend.
Nicky says:
................
Nicky says:
that just makes me worried.
i started crying. All i did was ask her to get online, but i want to be with her so bad right now... i don't know what to do. I know i'm overreacting and i know someone will comment to this and basically give me a verbal slap-in-the-face. Cuz that seems to happen with all my emotional posts. I don't know why. It doesn't offend me, it's just....
I don't like being told to wake up out of my own little world. Leave me alone dammit.