I've just got to believe
I have to say I'm actually grateful he doesn't have my LJ for what I'm about to spew XD
Dear you,
DREW DREW DREW DREW DREW DREW DREW. WHY do you make me feel this way? I'm too shy to say that I love you for making me just..feel good about myself. It's not like you go out of your way to compliment me even if I'm rambling and being all omg I'm so not girly, you're like well dont' compare yourself to others. You're such a sweet guy, and while I think your girlfriend is nice, I'm jealous.
I abhor admitting that I'm jealous.
I just really hate it, cause I KNOW I'm jealous. Bwaarrghhh!!! Yes, three exclaimation points even. On purpose.
I'm jealous because you're just--you're such an amazing guy. I want you for myself >:( I sound horrible and selfish but I really do.
I can't say love because an ex ruined it for me, and I refuse to use love loosely ever again. It's reserved for parents, pets, and awesome friends. No, not limbo-friends, awesome friends only plzthnx. You are an awesome friend who I would like to say I love you to in the tone meant for someone I'm reserving a special place for.
By the way, that MISS YOU MORE war? Loved every minute of it. I'm really really really excited for you to come up the weekend after my 21st birthday to hang out with me. I will seriously cry if your work won't let you--or if you're just being extra sweet and trying not to hurt my feelings by saying work hasn't told you yet.
I-I don't blame you. I'm pretty pathetic, so I seriously don't blame you at all. I mean, you've got a girlfriend and she's a ten minute drive away, not eight hours.
I wonder if it would be different, if I lived closer.
I enjoy your company, I would like to be with you more, I-I want to be your girlfriend,
I can't say love but I can say I really like you--we click so well together and it makes me smile whenever we talk. It's like a weird schoolgirl smile too, I don't do that for anybody ever! And you made it exist!
Wants to be your girlfriend,
'sweetheart'
P.S. you called me that when you IMed me first today. I'm still blushing like an idiot.
Dear you,
DREW DREW DREW DREW DREW DREW DREW. WHY do you make me feel this way? I'm too shy to say that I love you for making me just..feel good about myself. It's not like you go out of your way to compliment me even if I'm rambling and being all omg I'm so not girly, you're like well dont' compare yourself to others. You're such a sweet guy, and while I think your girlfriend is nice, I'm jealous.
I abhor admitting that I'm jealous.
I just really hate it, cause I KNOW I'm jealous. Bwaarrghhh!!! Yes, three exclaimation points even. On purpose.
I'm jealous because you're just--you're such an amazing guy. I want you for myself >:( I sound horrible and selfish but I really do.
I can't say love because an ex ruined it for me, and I refuse to use love loosely ever again. It's reserved for parents, pets, and awesome friends. No, not limbo-friends, awesome friends only plzthnx. You are an awesome friend who I would like to say I love you to in the tone meant for someone I'm reserving a special place for.
By the way, that MISS YOU MORE war? Loved every minute of it. I'm really really really excited for you to come up the weekend after my 21st birthday to hang out with me. I will seriously cry if your work won't let you--or if you're just being extra sweet and trying not to hurt my feelings by saying work hasn't told you yet.
I-I don't blame you. I'm pretty pathetic, so I seriously don't blame you at all. I mean, you've got a girlfriend and she's a ten minute drive away, not eight hours.
I wonder if it would be different, if I lived closer.
I enjoy your company, I would like to be with you more, I-I want to be your girlfriend,
I can't say love but I can say I really like you--we click so well together and it makes me smile whenever we talk. It's like a weird schoolgirl smile too, I don't do that for anybody ever! And you made it exist!
Wants to be your girlfriend,
'sweetheart'
P.S. you called me that when you IMed me first today. I'm still blushing like an idiot.