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I don't know why I can't be humble. Even riding my bike in the rain to my dead end job, I just can't shed my arrogance, I feel like I'm stronger than everyone else. I know if I can overcome this arrogance, I won't be such a perfectionist, then I could be happy for all my blessings. That is my biggest goal in life right now, and it's to much for me. I am starting to be more positive, but I don't know how long that will last. I've found if I look at the end to justify these means I'm happier. I just don't have the energy to stay mentally focused.
I think I'm going to start a sleep diaey next week, maybe start jogging again. Then I will start reading again.
I think I'm going to start a sleep diaey next week, maybe start jogging again. Then I will start reading again.