giving day 2 a try...
well i'm back again. this livejournal thing didn't scare me off completely.
wednesday is usually a pretty good day for me. but today was especially good knowing that i am going home tomorrow (around 5ish with dad). it sucks that i get no real easter break...but i'm looking forward to seeing the fam and friends this weekend. it'll be a nice break from the norm and all the stressful work. hah, i'll probably still have work to do, but it'll just be nice to sleep in my own bed, go out, drive a car, eat home food and spend quality time with some home friends for a bit. ... :-) miss you guys more than you know. just about a month to go til our super hot summer. wow...this year flew by....i feel old...but it feel good.
today was really nothing out of the ordinary...classes, ballet, some homework...no dance rehearsals though...which was kind of nice, but sad at the same time. i got an email from adrian last night saying that he was no longer going to choreograph his dance and was pulling it from the show, because he didn't feel like he was doing well at it. i was disappointed, but it is his call and i can see how he could be frustrated. its not his fault in the least though. oh well...next time, i hope.
tonight i hung out with emma, nikki, and jaymate...the usual night crew. emma and i broke into a six pack of smirnoff and just kicked back. we always have such a good time together, and i love it. next year will be beyond fun. woohoo for t7 203.
dance. em i love you man. (sorry...inside joke. some of you get it, but if you don't, don't worry about it.)
btw...
dear good friend of mine- i don't hate you and i don't think i ever could. i'm really disappointed in the decisions you're currently making, but i'm mostly worried for you. you think you're in control but instead of running away, you should stand up for yourself and just talk to someone. no matter how alone you may feel, you aren't. you are too good for what you're doing to yourself. i love you and care about you way too much to see you be hurt.
tomorrow morning i have to take my emergency health care skills test to become certified for cpr. i feel like such an idiot because i was supposed to do it on tuesday night. i went there, walked in and froze completely...it was ridiculous. my professor kind of laughed at me...but he understood what was wrong with me. i just got nervous (weird) but since he's such a nice guy, he offered for me to come thursday morning....8am no less. blah. but whatever...i'll do it. so hopefully it goes better this time around. but really...how embarrassing.
i should take advantage of this early night. i just might. i have the room to myself, and everyone else seems to not be around. kind of lonely...blah....but i'll be ok, promise.
oh yeah! i saw zach last weekend and we had a blast together with kristen, erica, and all her gay boyfriends. the best thing about zach is that you could be away from him for a million years and then see him again and pick up right where you left off. i love him so much and i was so glad that i got to spend some good quality time with him. it was also great chilling with kristen, because although we do go to the same school, we NEVER see each other....so it was ton of fun!! i love her friends too (joe, you're a riot and make me smile!) (p.s.: its ok kristen...we'll find you a straight man soon..no worries ;-) )
i had a test today and i'm pretty sure i did shitty. i definitely overwhelmed myself this semester. oh well...you live, you learn.
thats about it for this wednesday night. i have a lot to look forward to in the next few weeks....dancing, hanging out with people, shows, parties, job possibilities, and classes too. and i intend on making the most of it. yes, definitely.
later gators - love ya'll :-)