horrible, horrible day
today had to be the worst day of my life... you think you can trust some people... and this was really important for people not to know... and WHAT TO SOME PEOPLE DO? why they tell people 1) with out you knowing, to later that day, after all this drama went down, find out that other people know and 2) when you're sitting right there...in front of them...at that table. hmm and thennnnn what do they do? why,... they say "it's not a big deal, stop making so much drama over it." umm HELLOOOOO??????????????!!!!!!!!!?????????????? FIRST OF ALL YOU DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TO KNOW, BUT I CHOSE TO TELL YOU BECOS I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND, AND I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU WITH MY SHIT... AND SECOND OF ALL, IF I ASK YOU NOT TO TELL ANYONE, AND YOU TELL THEM, OF COURSE I'M GOING TO MAKE A BIG DEAL OUT OF IT!!!!!!! because IT WAS a big deal!!! maybe not to you, becos you don't have people saying to you every day that you're a whore. i joke around when i say it, but people legit say "you're a whore." i don't need that shit again.. you don't know what that was like, so stop bullshitting. you know, i don't even know why i'm wasting my time writing this here. you're not worth all this effort. i do have some last words for you, though...
fuck you
fuck you