Feb 08, 2008 16:59
I don't think that I have ever felt more loved by my friends than ever before....Its a weird feeling. I am just surrounded by all these amazing people. I feel that it is making me a much more artistic person.... I think a lot of that has to do with the fact that I am accepting the fact that I am a bit of a strange bird... I have been really looking at my life and how I react to situations...I think I am a little bipolar...if not that, I dunno but not normal. I can be the happiest person in the world one day and then the next be the most depressed.... I dunno, maybe that all comes with the whole art thing. I think that I am a confident person... just yesterday this fuck-head at my work decided to tell me "you music...its not sucks, its just not great". I Laughed at him and asked if he would elaborate... He said, "well, The Beatles...they are good...you are just mediocre"...I took it with a grain of salt and moved on... I like the fact that people like him have zero effect on my life... Some people I know would be so sad if someone told them that, I could give a shit. So does that mean that I am arrogant? Am I a narcissist? I don't think I am...
Side note: This girl is flipping out right now... she just got fired... she stole a bunch of money and now she is flipping out because she is getting fired...WTF. How do you expect to have a job if you steal money?! DUmbass!
I am going to record a record next month. I hope to release it on vinyl on my birthday (june 28th). I don't think I will have enough money to actually do that but I will have it finished for whenever I do have money. The record is going to be beautiful...The packaging that is... The front is going to be a painting that Michael gave to me, It is one of my favorite things in the world...the front will say nothing, just the painting. I am going to have a gate-fold and on the spine of it is will say Christopher Fairman 85,87 a whole bunch of times. The inside is going to be a picture that the background is mostly red, it is going to have two watches. Then on the lower section it will have a whole bunch of pictures that I feel represent the album. The back I am not 100% sure, I am thinking about using this one photograph that I took in my room, its basically just a picture of my wall in my room.
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