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man fuck shit.
i think i know what i want with life in general. but.
i feel like i don't know what i want with regards to one thing or one area.
or maybe i do and i realized it but it's complicated.
fuck complicated shit.
i've gotta fuckin pee.
fuck valentine's day.
old firm match tomorrow.
well.
actually there's something i do really really want.
or it might be more of an idea. well it is a thing.
but.. goddamn. fuckkkkkkkkkk.
I'm so fucking frustrated. goddamnit. fuckitty fuck fuck.
birthday is two months away.
fuck this lj shit, too.
fuck a lot of things, too. like working two days a week. it leaves you with 5 days off but not a whole lot of money to do a whole bunch of crazy things for 5 days. i can't believe i haven't fucking read in 2 weeks. that's rediculous. i will tomorrow. and empty cat litter.
I seriously don't know what to do about something. but i fucking know i've got to do something about it. gahh. like to get it out of my system soz it won't bother me no mo.
I have this urge to get out of this country. I know I really want to next summer, but i kind of do before then also.
fucking almost 4am and i dont even feel tired. more hungry really. that pizza from renna's earlier was the worst i've ever had from there. which sucks ass cause they're usually amazing. or close to that.
fuck my humanities project.
but mostly fuck that other thing.
i think i know what i want with life in general. but.
i feel like i don't know what i want with regards to one thing or one area.
or maybe i do and i realized it but it's complicated.
fuck complicated shit.
i've gotta fuckin pee.
fuck valentine's day.
old firm match tomorrow.
well.
actually there's something i do really really want.
or it might be more of an idea. well it is a thing.
but.. goddamn. fuckkkkkkkkkk.
I'm so fucking frustrated. goddamnit. fuckitty fuck fuck.
birthday is two months away.
fuck this lj shit, too.
fuck a lot of things, too. like working two days a week. it leaves you with 5 days off but not a whole lot of money to do a whole bunch of crazy things for 5 days. i can't believe i haven't fucking read in 2 weeks. that's rediculous. i will tomorrow. and empty cat litter.
I seriously don't know what to do about something. but i fucking know i've got to do something about it. gahh. like to get it out of my system soz it won't bother me no mo.
I have this urge to get out of this country. I know I really want to next summer, but i kind of do before then also.
fucking almost 4am and i dont even feel tired. more hungry really. that pizza from renna's earlier was the worst i've ever had from there. which sucks ass cause they're usually amazing. or close to that.
fuck my humanities project.
but mostly fuck that other thing.