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Sep 29, 2007 19:04

I can't just keep waiting for my life to start.
highschool is the biggest waste of my time.
Big words, and long division don't mean shit in real life.
and people who use big words and have a 99 gpa, they don't impress me what so ever.it doesn't even phase me.

For some reason, this really just made me,so mad...

well, never in my life, have I been one to change something about myself to please another person. I've always been the different girl in the class. That sounds like that's what I want, to be different, but it's not, I can't help it, I just am. I wouldn't have it any other way though. I am who I am.

Anyways,
so we had to write a composition in english about an event in our life, most people did on there 'firsts'. I did mine on my first concert. NYSNC-represent.
she told us we should write it like a story and use lots of imagery.
So i did. and i just didnt put my pen down all period, i just wrote and wrote.
the next day i gave it to my teacher and she just tore it apart, basically saying how horrible my sentence structure is. and made me feel like a retard.
It made me mad, because I wrote it how I write these little entries, theyre just honest and real and what i'm thinking. and I said to her, well, I like to write they way I think. And she said thats what were trying to avoid. WHY? why would you take the realness out of a real event? Why does sentence structure matter if youre writting in a way your reader can relate to and appreciate more? it still makes me mad to think about it. things she wanted to change i told her not to,and said I she was cramping my stlye,she laughed,but I was so serious.

There really is not one person in this world I understand.
Why does everyone, no matter how 'cool' and 'down to earth' they try to be, put on a front?
why can't anything just be?
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