May 10, 2005 21:12
alright i wanna get some shit off my shoudlers,
first off, bitches everywhere, everywhere i go bitches,
second, i dont give a shit anymore, its pretty much gotten down to me, saying this is life every man or woman for them self
and third, wtf is up with everybody coming saying u look mad or something like that well lets think some of my old best friends dont wanna talk to me anymore, b/c i say the wrong things or nothing at all, and i get shit for it, and i really dont mean it, but lately life isnt good, and shit is coming up that somedays i dont wanna c the light of day
yes i'll say it life sucks for me right now, the only people i look forward to seeing r ppl like my girlfriend, and my old old friends from 6th grade who will always be there to cheer me up, let's take ryan derosa, or matt mcdonald who havent given me any shit, b/c they dont give a fuck what i do as long as i'm happy, but sometimes shit happens, i've learned to deal with it, so why dont other ppl learn to deal with it?
i mean i'm sorry if i hurt anyone recently or anything, but god damn all this happen so fucking fast, u know how good it feels to wake up and hafta go to skool and just absolutely love talking to ppl, who dont give a shit what i say anymore, and it's great to kno that lemme tell u skool rocks and even after skool is the best part i dont hafta deal w/ shit and can get out on the football field, and put all my anger into that too bad recievers dont have leg pads which is the worst thing cuz i wanna hit somebody so hard, i swear one thing could set me off, right now, i mean sure it seems like i'm happy all the time, but i hide everything, and it's shit like this that brings the worst out in me, and if it keeps going some ppl wont b cing me again, b/c i dont wanna hafta deal with stupid ass drama
the one thing i hate most is drama so i try to avoid it but u kno not at this age ppl r just looking for a fight
three ppl i would like to apoligize to right now
r:
Linda,
Taylor,
Kayla
but right now i doubt they give a fuck right now
and right now u could say whatever and i wouldnt give a shit, b/c life isnt as a high point right now
school-def. getting grades and coming home
friends-def. what ones r there anymore?
sorry u guys but sometimes i gotta let loose, everybody does it