Change maybe?
Could it possibly be happening? Are things actually starting to change for me? Because if so, that would be FANTASTIC.
I feel like I've spent the last few months in a kind of never-ending lull of boredom, and self doubt. I've been working since I was fifteen, not working is a major kick to my self esteem. "Stay positive," "these things take time." Seems like all I have been doing is staying positive and waiting around.
Well hopefully those days are over. I got an email setting up my first interview with the First American Corporation. It's only the first step, but at least I have somewhere to start. Ange works there, and from what she's says, I should pretty much get a job. Dream job, probably not, but at least it's something, and will lead somewhere else. It's located in Westlake, so it will be close to home, and if I decide to start working on that MBA, close to school.
The response email from Fidelity said that if I don't hear from them within a week, to take that as a "NO." I like that policy. At least it's clear. Hopefully I will get an interview with them and can do both companies at once and weigh the better option out. Right now I'm broke, so pretty much whoever gives me the most money with the best chances for moving up I will take, but I guess that's what everyone would do right?
In addition to that I've decided to make some changes with my personal life as well. I went back on the gay.com today and changed my whole profile up. I'm not a ho by any means, but I took the "action/sex" option out of the things I was looking for section. I wrote up a bio that hopefully discourages the sluts from even talking to me, and let's the good ones (if there are any) that I'm looking for them. I guess a better step would be to delete the whole damned thing, but I still have hope that it is actually possible to meet quality people online...I mean, I'm on there :)
I leave for Houston tomorrow for Hatcher's wedding. I guess I should pack if i wanna squeeze in picking up my tux and working out before we leave. Megan is coming with me. that should make for some fun times.
woot woot, two days in a row! I'm doing good!
I feel like I've spent the last few months in a kind of never-ending lull of boredom, and self doubt. I've been working since I was fifteen, not working is a major kick to my self esteem. "Stay positive," "these things take time." Seems like all I have been doing is staying positive and waiting around.
Well hopefully those days are over. I got an email setting up my first interview with the First American Corporation. It's only the first step, but at least I have somewhere to start. Ange works there, and from what she's says, I should pretty much get a job. Dream job, probably not, but at least it's something, and will lead somewhere else. It's located in Westlake, so it will be close to home, and if I decide to start working on that MBA, close to school.
The response email from Fidelity said that if I don't hear from them within a week, to take that as a "NO." I like that policy. At least it's clear. Hopefully I will get an interview with them and can do both companies at once and weigh the better option out. Right now I'm broke, so pretty much whoever gives me the most money with the best chances for moving up I will take, but I guess that's what everyone would do right?
In addition to that I've decided to make some changes with my personal life as well. I went back on the gay.com today and changed my whole profile up. I'm not a ho by any means, but I took the "action/sex" option out of the things I was looking for section. I wrote up a bio that hopefully discourages the sluts from even talking to me, and let's the good ones (if there are any) that I'm looking for them. I guess a better step would be to delete the whole damned thing, but I still have hope that it is actually possible to meet quality people online...I mean, I'm on there :)
I leave for Houston tomorrow for Hatcher's wedding. I guess I should pack if i wanna squeeze in picking up my tux and working out before we leave. Megan is coming with me. that should make for some fun times.
woot woot, two days in a row! I'm doing good!