weekend
today was a pretty uneventful day. i rescued grandma from her POS car, which broke down on stone ave., and ended up toting her around for a few hours. it was kind of nice being with her, but it threw my entire to-do list off a day. after i left grandma's house, i went to dinner with dawn, and had a good time. ben called in the middle of dinner, and asked if i would take him to look at new trucks,so dawn and i did, until around nine thirty, and i got bored quickly. when i got home, dawn and i sat and talked with cerr and chris for a bit. when it was time for dawn to go home, we went and smoked the day's last cigarette, and dawn told me of jen's meddling to get me and dawn together...yes, in that way, so i know dawn probably thinks that i have some huge crush on her, but, i do not. there is someone, though. i would like to see more of stephanie, bobby's sister, but bobby is wholly against that, even though i am a really nice guy. oh well, if nothing can happen with her, ther eare other fish in the proverbial sea. i wonder why jen wants to play matchmaker...i will NEVER understand the mind of a female, so i refuse to even try. ot is an enigma that gets more and more confusing, and just when you think you've got it figured out, it gets even harder than it was originally... i don't think women have themselves figured out half the time, or at least not the one's i have in my life...please, sane females, call me!!! SAVE ME!! i was thinking today about ingrid, and how great it is that dhe has began an exercising routine. i wonder if she wants any company?? i would love to join her on her running (though i would probably jog/speedwalk more). It would be good for me, as i would be ablr to clear my mind easier, and get fit. i've always said that there is a lot of me to love, and that's probably why i don't have a girlfriend...no girl has that much love to give!!! i'm going to call her probably tomorrow, and see if she would mind a tag-along. she has inspired me to start working out... that, and ben is getting rounder, so i can very easily shed my past title as "the chubby one" of the triplets. that will be a welcomed relief. ingrid, if you read this before i call you, please, gie me a call! we could BOND!! yay! =*)
so i got bit by a spider today, and god knows what kind or where, so i have declared war on all things with more than four legs. this war will begin with the spic-and-span campaign, followed by the kill-em-with-poison campaign. there will be no prisoners taken. bugs piss me off! besides, they started it! they will pay for their unholy trespass of biting me. peace can no longer be acheived with these six and/or eight legged bastards. i full intend on getting mideival on their abdomens!! a-ha-ha! mua ha ha ha ha ha!! ha...
mom's on my case about money for the appliances and carpet again, and she has every right to demand payment on the carpet, but the appliances still agitate me. i don't want to sound unappreciative, because i appreciate the fact that she was nice enough to buy them for us up front, but, i nevre asked or wanted her to do that, for this reason. i wanted to get them myself, scratch and dent, on a monthly payment plan in my name, so that it would already be paid off. i didn't want sears brand new products, no matter how good the deal, because it would still be too expensive for me,and now, i have to pay for something i dodn't know i was getting until it was already ordered, and scheduled for delivery. that irks me a bit. i have decided to get an equity loan on this place, if for no other reason, to pay her off, so our finances will not in any way be co-mingled. that will never happen again, either. that is all!
well, i think i'm going to go and think for a while, maybe at the park or something. i want to go buy cigarettes, but i want to quit now, too. this is too much at one time. i will get through all these thoughts eventually, but one at a time. i think that's the best way to do anything. ok...time to finish... ahh...this has been somewhat therapeutic. i am happy now...=)