May 30, 2004 23:38
Wow, so Ive never done this before. I feel kinda excited and kinda gay but I think its time I put my thoughts down. I wish I was some kind of awsome writer to better entertain the people that read this. But alass I am just me, and me is not a good writer. So Im off to mexico on tuesday at 3am, (excited). I want to go out there and just chill. I want to get away from all this bullshit that I have at home. My life is kinda shity right now. I mean its not bad...but its not awsome either. I think its because of the lack of female interaction I have. It sux!!! Ive always had a grilfriend or someone that I liked. Ive always had somebody that I knew liked me (in the i want a boyfriend sorta way). But now Im not even sure anyone cares... Im not depressed or anything. I just think I dont apply myself to getting girls anymore. Ive stopped caring about them. Infact, I kinda hate them in a way. I am rather pleased at the fact that I now have a new hobby. SPEARFISHING!!! I go in the ocean with a spear, mask, snorkel, fins and thats it. I fuckin hunt. I satisfy my baisic male need to hunt and kill. Nothing is more liberating than finding and killing your meal. I hunt and kill a fish then i take it home and eat it. FUCK YA! sometimes i wish it were legal to kill people like that. Ya I said it. you know you all think about it from time to time. listen to me, talking to my audience of readers. Like anyone is actually gonna sit and read this whole thing. 4288642destroyIanAndKillTom. where the fuck did that come from. BEAR OUT!!??