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[fireangel713]

so despite the trip being worth the 2 week grounding, i'm going insane. i have 6 weeks left in east cobb being under my parents control. punishments are supposed to teach you a lesson, but if in 6 weeks i won't have to lie to my parents cause i don't have to tell them anything about my life how is grounding me helping anyone? i already know that i don't have to lie to my parents for the next 6 weeks. plus that means after that i only have 4 weeks to spend with my friends and jason before i leave, which is retarded. way to go parents, way to make me hate you more and want to never come home. i'm too old to be grounded. being 18 apparently means nothing in this household. the only thing turning 18 got me was a 1 hour extention on my cerfew... i can't spell that word. is it with a k? i hate updating lj cause i know no one reads it. and i've done my dad so many favors this entire year that i get nothing for. NOTHING! they're so retarded. i hope new york really is fun. it's not going to be good for me though cause when i'm depressed i shop a lot and there's a lot of goot shopping there so.... bad times. i with jason could go with me. that would make it incredible, but very akward for rheanna and tera but they can fucking deal, it's not like they're that nice to me in person. they made me feel like shit during graduation which is why i got shit faced by myself in my room graduation night. on a happier note, jason said he's coming over this weekend. i hate that. i've always hated having people over cause i hate my parents knowing about my life and me having to mentally edit things before i say them and i hate that we won't be able to make out or anything. i'm terrified he's going to ask to go on break while i'm grounded. he's the first guy that i've loved to talk to on the phone, even though we both hate phones. before him i always hated the idea of a guy calling everyday, but we talk at least twice a day. and i hate being fucking grounded for two weeks cause he's poor and gas is expensive and it's hard for him to drive 40 minutes to come and see me dammit. fucking parents!

and bobby, what were you saying about a new gwen video??