garb-- i just love that word
so i am trying to avoid having to clean my room right now, what's the point? edwin will just mess it all up again when he gets here tonight....
blah so i'm a looser! last night had to be one of the best nights i've had in a while.. granted yes i normally just play halo with the guys until like 2am but hey i managed to get out this time and play halo with different people! be proud of me. i miss parties but it seems like all of my friends just aren't up for the wild times we had as freshmen :( but moving on last night i went to the rodeo with the good ol BOD crew and then just went random from there :)
we went to the casino and then to robber's roost (where the yummiest pizza on earth lives) and from there to camo man andrew's for halo and refreshments :) ahh refresments :) and then to hott man lucas's for some quality family guy.. good times... good times i think i saw all new sides to the guys that i work with.. it was different and great i realized just how lucky i am to work with these people and just how much quality people actually exist...
i'm lucky i guess.
they took a lot of stress out of me last night. i think that these elections are really going to wear me down. i always have my doubts and am still a very competitive person but i think for some odd reason that those doubts are really going to shine through and i need to avoid letting my insecurities take control. i KNOW that i am the best person for the job and that i have the experience needed for the position, but the rest of the school doesn't know that.. they see this as a popularity rat race :( it makes it even more worse that one of the guys i work with got all of his friend to run against up.. that kinda hurts, like he is trying to get the people with the right experience kicked out of office.
it even scares me more that chris and i have just got back to how of friendship use to be and i think that my opponent and him are pretty decent friends, i think that last year she even helped him on his campaign.. i DON'T need petty shit like that to get in between our friendship again, it almost makes me dislike her even more... she came into the office the other day and just blatantly interrupted a conversation i was having with him... grr
i mean i have no reason not to like her, she's in my anthro class and i have caught myself many a times enjoying her outfits and wanting to know where she got that awesome skirt or sumtin but still GRRR it's sucks ass that she has to be in one of my classes!
OKAY sorry to keep going on like this, be proud of yourself if you made it this far.. ya know me i tend to get in lil funks and just keep babbling bc i've held it in for a bit :0 i promise to write more often, and therefore less word per babble
YOU'RE AWESOME GIVE YOURSELF A PAT ON THE BACK FOR
REMEMBER VOTE LINDSEY JACKSON 4 VP CLUBS AND ORGANIZATIONS :)
blah so i'm a looser! last night had to be one of the best nights i've had in a while.. granted yes i normally just play halo with the guys until like 2am but hey i managed to get out this time and play halo with different people! be proud of me. i miss parties but it seems like all of my friends just aren't up for the wild times we had as freshmen :( but moving on last night i went to the rodeo with the good ol BOD crew and then just went random from there :)
we went to the casino and then to robber's roost (where the yummiest pizza on earth lives) and from there to camo man andrew's for halo and refreshments :) ahh refresments :) and then to hott man lucas's for some quality family guy.. good times... good times i think i saw all new sides to the guys that i work with.. it was different and great i realized just how lucky i am to work with these people and just how much quality people actually exist...
i'm lucky i guess.
they took a lot of stress out of me last night. i think that these elections are really going to wear me down. i always have my doubts and am still a very competitive person but i think for some odd reason that those doubts are really going to shine through and i need to avoid letting my insecurities take control. i KNOW that i am the best person for the job and that i have the experience needed for the position, but the rest of the school doesn't know that.. they see this as a popularity rat race :( it makes it even more worse that one of the guys i work with got all of his friend to run against up.. that kinda hurts, like he is trying to get the people with the right experience kicked out of office.
it even scares me more that chris and i have just got back to how of friendship use to be and i think that my opponent and him are pretty decent friends, i think that last year she even helped him on his campaign.. i DON'T need petty shit like that to get in between our friendship again, it almost makes me dislike her even more... she came into the office the other day and just blatantly interrupted a conversation i was having with him... grr
i mean i have no reason not to like her, she's in my anthro class and i have caught myself many a times enjoying her outfits and wanting to know where she got that awesome skirt or sumtin but still GRRR it's sucks ass that she has to be in one of my classes!
OKAY sorry to keep going on like this, be proud of yourself if you made it this far.. ya know me i tend to get in lil funks and just keep babbling bc i've held it in for a bit :0 i promise to write more often, and therefore less word per babble
YOU'RE AWESOME GIVE YOURSELF A PAT ON THE BACK FOR
REMEMBER VOTE LINDSEY JACKSON 4 VP CLUBS AND ORGANIZATIONS :)