why me
k so people have been on my case about updating.. so here i need help.. and you had better fucking answer me!
DILEMMA
so my 21st bday is coming up and i want to do some really fun things... my bday is ona monday so my hardcore drinking friends well either sunday or monday i will do a mini 21run with them and then that weekend i will go out with everyone... even the RA kids..... so here's my issue:
28th at the showbox is the suicide girls stage show - i really want to go! always have. so earlier this year chris c and i had made plans to go up there... i so wasn't even thinking at the time that would be the weekend i would go on the 21 run bc i would just assume that people would be hardcore and go out sunday night. WELL not the bday run is on the 29th, obviously bc i can't do it in seattle if everyone is in eburg.... well edwin wants to be there for my 21 run... i personally wanted to go out sun/mon in eburg and then 28th/29th be in seattle and go out to bars there... but no people complained about how they can't go to seattle or whatever so things got changed...
well now edwin is angry that i made plans with chris... especially to go to a burlesque show... he's even angrier that he would drive down sat and drive back sunday, he says it's not worth it and driving down at like 10pm doesn't make sense... funny bc i so often remember him closing at starbucks (11pm) and then driving over in the winter! WHAT THE FUCK DO I NEED TO DO! i want to go to this show, i want to be with my friends, i don't want someone i care so much about to be pissed off at me for being with my friends, why do things have to end up so complicated! this is suppose to be fun! i just want to have fun for once...
yeah for tears! it's almost 12 and i have barely studied for this freaking biochem test! and i am just plain confused about everything that is going on right now... a
DILEMMA
so my 21st bday is coming up and i want to do some really fun things... my bday is ona monday so my hardcore drinking friends well either sunday or monday i will do a mini 21run with them and then that weekend i will go out with everyone... even the RA kids..... so here's my issue:
28th at the showbox is the suicide girls stage show - i really want to go! always have. so earlier this year chris c and i had made plans to go up there... i so wasn't even thinking at the time that would be the weekend i would go on the 21 run bc i would just assume that people would be hardcore and go out sunday night. WELL not the bday run is on the 29th, obviously bc i can't do it in seattle if everyone is in eburg.... well edwin wants to be there for my 21 run... i personally wanted to go out sun/mon in eburg and then 28th/29th be in seattle and go out to bars there... but no people complained about how they can't go to seattle or whatever so things got changed...
well now edwin is angry that i made plans with chris... especially to go to a burlesque show... he's even angrier that he would drive down sat and drive back sunday, he says it's not worth it and driving down at like 10pm doesn't make sense... funny bc i so often remember him closing at starbucks (11pm) and then driving over in the winter! WHAT THE FUCK DO I NEED TO DO! i want to go to this show, i want to be with my friends, i don't want someone i care so much about to be pissed off at me for being with my friends, why do things have to end up so complicated! this is suppose to be fun! i just want to have fun for once...
yeah for tears! it's almost 12 and i have barely studied for this freaking biochem test! and i am just plain confused about everything that is going on right now... a