Jun 10, 2007 16:06
I haven't felt really motivated to write on here for a while although I've checked in on friends posts now and again. Think I struggle a little soemtimes with what level of stuff Iam putting on here. Do I want it to be the light and frothy - 'chatting bubbles' - or am I using it a little more to explore things? And then there's the question of sometimes feeling there's so much to write about I don't know where to start so I don't and other times thinking I have nothing at all to write about.
Anyway I am back now and have decided that the best way forward is not to reflect on it particularly but just to write as the mood takes.
I am 50 on Thursday. I really don't know how that happened...it just kinda crept up on me. Thanks to some of my actions of recent years I think I am fitter and healthier now than I was when I reached 40. Other than that I going to give some time over to thinking about the other ways I have changed and what I have learned.
Anyway I intend to have a lovely week and enjoy myself lots.