the sadness that is life
man i'm bored. i really want to do something this weekend but i know i'm not. a few friends of mine might be going to the movies this weekend and even worse the girl i like is going to, at least thats what i overheard, i mean i'm not saying i don't want her to go but man... what a bummer lol. I hope in the end i get to go but i doubt it. It would be awsome to go to the movies with the girl that i like but i know that will never happen. unless i find a super sized lucky pennie er something lol. I would just like some one to care as mutch about me as i care about them. not to wine er nothin. funny old world isn't it? i wonder what she would say if she knew i liked her? I'm just scared that if i tell her she won't want to be friends any more or something odd like that. But i really to like her, i never stop thinking about her... from the time i wake up to the exact moment i fall asleep. Sometimes even in my sleep i dream about her. lol that problly sounds really cheesy but it's true so i don't really care