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i just heard some very sickening news.
i hate you, i swear. i love you.
why the fuck did i think that just bc you swore on my life , that you would actually change?
and i can't believe i made myself sick with missing you and craving your touch this whole trip.
why do you insist on lieing to me?
what the fuck did i ever fucking do but help you and stick by your fucking piece of shit side?
i can't wait to look in your eyes
i can't wait to break you down...
again.
and i can't wait to see what your excuse is this time.
and that has made up my mind for me. i am leaving. im moving away, bc if you're not here for me, there's nothing left for me here.
i've never been so heartbroken in all of my life.
fuck you.
i hate you, i swear. i love you.
why the fuck did i think that just bc you swore on my life , that you would actually change?
and i can't believe i made myself sick with missing you and craving your touch this whole trip.
why do you insist on lieing to me?
what the fuck did i ever fucking do but help you and stick by your fucking piece of shit side?
i can't wait to look in your eyes
i can't wait to break you down...
again.
and i can't wait to see what your excuse is this time.
and that has made up my mind for me. i am leaving. im moving away, bc if you're not here for me, there's nothing left for me here.
i've never been so heartbroken in all of my life.
fuck you.