The Circle gets the Square on this one!
I just got back from the library.
I came back with a John Legend Cd and two super-femi books that my Manoli recommended to me.
PERFECT for these cold winter nights.
Thursday nites have become my ultimate favvie nites everrr mostly b/c of The Office.....I live for Pam and Jim's romantical moments...weeeee!
Last nite I was in freak mode from still not having a job. My interview yest. went well but I was just in bum mode
thinking that this is just gonna be another job that I will soon loathe and will just want to yearn to be a make-up artist.
Today I feel completly different about it. I know realistically that I need a job like that. I really did like the people
and the pay and bene's were great so until I can really get my portfolio perfect and get my resume for Make-up in tip
top shape I cannot just mope around and become broke until I get my break as a Make-up artist.
I have to let go of alot of the jadedness that has surrounded my life the past couple years.
From my last job that has scarred me big time to just past friendships and relationships that have gone sour.
I know I've come a along way since then and definietly have let go of alot and really have started to trust again and have
just met so many amazing people and have developed such incredible friendships with people that it is time to just let
the rest of "my shit" go.
I;ve been so used to the "Restless, never settle" Mary that i'm totally "missing it" I think. Ive always felt I had something
to prove. Some sort of statement of my independence but along the way its just made me jaded and a stubborn brat in some ways.
I need to just let go and let me be happy. Continue to do the things I want to do. yessss.yessssss.yessssssss.
I came back with a John Legend Cd and two super-femi books that my Manoli recommended to me.
PERFECT for these cold winter nights.
Thursday nites have become my ultimate favvie nites everrr mostly b/c of The Office.....I live for Pam and Jim's romantical moments...weeeee!
Last nite I was in freak mode from still not having a job. My interview yest. went well but I was just in bum mode
thinking that this is just gonna be another job that I will soon loathe and will just want to yearn to be a make-up artist.
Today I feel completly different about it. I know realistically that I need a job like that. I really did like the people
and the pay and bene's were great so until I can really get my portfolio perfect and get my resume for Make-up in tip
top shape I cannot just mope around and become broke until I get my break as a Make-up artist.
I have to let go of alot of the jadedness that has surrounded my life the past couple years.
From my last job that has scarred me big time to just past friendships and relationships that have gone sour.
I know I've come a along way since then and definietly have let go of alot and really have started to trust again and have
just met so many amazing people and have developed such incredible friendships with people that it is time to just let
the rest of "my shit" go.
I;ve been so used to the "Restless, never settle" Mary that i'm totally "missing it" I think. Ive always felt I had something
to prove. Some sort of statement of my independence but along the way its just made me jaded and a stubborn brat in some ways.
I need to just let go and let me be happy. Continue to do the things I want to do. yessss.yessssss.yessssssss.