Writer's Block is a Bitch
This is why it's not a good idea to put stories on hiatus for a year. By the time you get back to it, you have no idea where to begin, and end up staring blankly at a mostly empty Word document. I don't want to abandon my Yami no Matsuei story, but at the same time I really, really want to write my Vamp!Subaru and Babylon!Seishirou story (which of course I have all kinds of ideas about at the wrong time). I feel obligated to start Y n M back up again because I've kept my readers waiting so long, and I'm afraid that if I don't write it, I never will, and that would be a tragedy. But I can't stop thinking about vampires! Why must my brain torture me?
...Well, it's full of really hot visuals and fun scenes that keep me up at night (the hour I spend waiting to fall asleep is my main creativity time), so it's not exactly torture, but still!
And before any of you ask, XI is not in any danger. I have an update rotation (although I may not stick to it if I don't get inspired by Yami no Matsuei again soon), and XI is top priority.
...Well, it's full of really hot visuals and fun scenes that keep me up at night (the hour I spend waiting to fall asleep is my main creativity time), so it's not exactly torture, but still!
And before any of you ask, XI is not in any danger. I have an update rotation (although I may not stick to it if I don't get inspired by Yami no Matsuei again soon), and XI is top priority.