The night lurker
So my son is three years old. Meaning he should be old enought to sleep in his own room. But for some reason this last week, he telling me he is "scared of the dark in his room" even though he has a night light brighter then the freakin sunrise! So here his is, laying down on the floor in my room, messing around with the computer chair... ERRR! I just don't get it. I don't want to sound like a bad mom.. But honestly, there is only so much of Jaiden I can take. And having him sleep right next to my bed... Seeing him the second I wake up... It just makes me crazy. Makes me more irritable at him, and just makes me want to pull out my hair. Bedtime is the ONLY time I ever get to myself.... The only time I don't have kids running around me. But now I have kids around me 100% of the time! 24/7, every waking and sleeping second.
I just want to cry I am so frusterated. Because even how much I don't like him sleeping in my room, I hate hearing him cry himself to sleep even worse. That just breaks my heart in two listening to him cry, and knowing Im not there to comfort him....
Because we are leaving for the coast in a day, I don't really see much use in trying to talk him into sleeping in his own room right now, because he will be with me the next two weeks anyways...
So thats my deal... Oh Good GOD!
I just want to cry I am so frusterated. Because even how much I don't like him sleeping in my room, I hate hearing him cry himself to sleep even worse. That just breaks my heart in two listening to him cry, and knowing Im not there to comfort him....
Because we are leaving for the coast in a day, I don't really see much use in trying to talk him into sleeping in his own room right now, because he will be with me the next two weeks anyways...
So thats my deal... Oh Good GOD!