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Jun 29, 2005 21:46

Latly it has been good. something happen that im truly happy about. but in a way i was it was more. but right now what i have can do n i can work up to something better. i know it can.

i been hangin with ashley most of the summer. she been helpin me figher out stuff about steven. but now it up to me. i dont want anyone help. everthing that goin to happen its goin to be only between me. i meet this justin dude from ashley. he not really cute n he really immcher, but he cool as a friend. we all when to six flags. well ashley through we were leavein her out. i didnt see it but she did. all i wanted to do is get justin off me.

i cant take it anymore. guys tryin to be all over me wile they have g/fs. im so sick of it. that what steven did to me so many times. he cheated on every girl after me. and they were all cheated on with me. i hate it.

later on justin, ashley,and i all just hung out we when swimin in justin pool. i got to drive. that a story to tell. goin to outback to fritin with the cris dude. omg he hot. but that well just been happenin between me n them.

saturday i hung out with jessica and steven we all went to the mall n saw a movie. it was rainin so hard it was alsome. we were walkin to steven car i have no idea why but we did. we stayed in the car most of the time intill are move. something was up with steven the hole night. i feet really sorry for him. i tryed to make him happy but it really didnt work. i told him that everthing is goin to be ok but that i think made it worst. it was sad. i really hate seein him that way. i through he was happy but i think he really not. he just says he is. i just hope everthing is goin to be ok for him. i love him more then anyone could ever.

well i been sick for a wile. i mad about that. but i been in bed sleepin so its helpin a lil. justin n ashley keep wanted to do something but i just didnt feel like doin anything. i hope i feel better by thruday. me n Jessica and maybe some more people but i dont know how wait i do but not goin to say r goin to six flags. but if we dont go thruday we are goin next week.

sam gone. im really mad about that. she goin to be gone most of the summer. i wish i could of seen her before she leafed. well i still get to talk to her. n i get to talk to her couiz that was kind of with when i went u there last summer. so i still get to know whats all goin down up there.

anyway for the 4 of july i might go to six flags or go to a party or just hang with some friends. i cant wate intill 4 of july. this year is goin to be great.

im goin to go now.
miss ya sam!
still lovin steven!
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