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Jun 10, 2005 01:15

God i dont know what to talk about.
well jonez has been tryin to get with me. well i through i like him but i dont. it really bother me that he keep tellin me what i should do about steven n me. i hate when guys tell girls what they should do with other guys. tell them to get over them n go to someone better mostly saying go to them. i cant stand it anymore. all i want to do is tell him to stop im goin to do what me heart is tellin me not want someone says. but i just cant tell him. i need someone to talk to. but maybe he not the right one. there no1 to talk to anymore. I just need to get the hell out of this hell place intill all this shit stops. No1 is tellin me anything. All i tryin to do is ,make this whold thing stop.

well last night me n steven got into it again. What New...... I just told him i will do anything for him or anything that he wants me to do. Well if u know what i mean. i dont mean it in any way like has sex with him if he wanted me to. anyway....... well last Friday jonez called him n left a message on his phone saying that he need to stop hurtin me n playin chicks. i didnt tell jonez to do that i was cryin n i didnt know to after he called him. so he got all mad about that. in a way he has the right but he didnt have to jump down mine n his throth about it. well last night we were talkin about that shit n then he wanted me to call him so called he was sayin shit about his bother but that was jonez bother that said something about his bother. dont ask me how he know about steven bother but he did. i put in on eveything i love that i didnt say about thing about his bother. there no reason to. i care for steven more then anything so why would i talk about his bother? answer that....! well all he wanted is to fight jonez n he was if they come up here this whole thing will end. yea but sayin bye BITCH! All i was doin was tryin to make steven stop sayin shit about jonez b/c he is my friend ( only)! I just wanted it to stop. Well i was really pissed off n i hung up on both of them then i called steven back sayin u know that im goin to run back to u so i cant do this shit. will then i told him to call mine house so he did will when i want to go n get the phone i trip. yea that sound funny. but it isnt. i spring my damn ass anickle! n if it doesnt get better then i cant dance this weekend in i NEED to it the Recital. so i really pissed. well im goin to go to bed i tell u want i did yesterday(9 of june)tomorrow morning.
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