i will always love steve-o
Yesterday evening was the worst time i have ever feet. It feet like everything just stoped and died. I didnt know what i could do. I was so confused and shocked. When i heared these word i dont think its goin to work out for us i just died. i couldnt beleave steve-o said that to me. I through we were goin fine. i never through steve-o will break my heart. But he did. I was so upset i just couldnt control it. he said its to far and he garduating and he goin to go off to collage and he not really go to be here. and i know that but i didnt think he was goin to break up with me this soon. But the hole long disant thing is bull shit he did it twice so why is he bring it up now. He also through i was still goin to break his heart. But i wasnt goin to. I want to be with him only him. I love him so much i will give up everything i own and do to be with him. but he really think i broke up with him the last time because i wanted to be with a nother guy. That really wasnt it. I mean it. i didnt know that i was goin to fall really hard for Dan. i know in his eyes he see that i played him but if he was me he will know that in a way i didnt. i alway want to be with him. i know i hurt him so much and i wish i could chang everything i have done but i cant. we have to move on and forget about it. but he would like it. he really think i am goin to do it again and again. i will never hurt him ever again. But now he hurt me. more then anything! i really wanted to be with him. he the only thing that i wanted. but i guess its not going to happen. He says that he want to be singly. i said he just wants to fuck around with other girls because he know a lot of girl will do stuff with him. That through hurts more then anything. i cant do anything just think about him. it sceem like he want to forget about me forget about everything that had happen between us there not goin to be anything anymore. but i know. That what ithink. today it went ok. he was on my mine the hole time at school but i got through. well all i want is to know if me and steve-o are goin to be the same still.