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Love sux ass. i dont know what to do. i love steve-o sooo....... much but it sceem like he doesnt even like me. He tell and says so much bullshit to me that makes me think that im the only guil for him. Then right in front of me he goes and makes out with one of my good firend (steph! I feel so sick i can even eat.I feal like im goin to throw up, i can think stare, and i dont know anything anymore. I found out that i want him. I dont want any other guy. Yea im goin to be atracked to them but i want to be with steve-o. I want to tell him that so bad but i know he doesnt what to be with me anymore. He got what he wanted and now he is goin to go fuck around with to of me good friends. I just been fucked over by the only guy i have ever loved and cared about so bad. All i want to do is leave this place and start over. for get about everything. I want to see Danile i need to talk to him. He the only one that helps me out through everything. I havent talk to him in forever and i need him righ now. I cant tack this anymore i goin to do soming thing that will fuck up everthing. i fuck up me and steve-o reationship. I understand if he doesnt want to be with me. olny if i found out that i want to be with him before the ice rank everything will be alright. i need away to tell steve-o that i want to be with him. But other people say i need to forget about him i still young. and i am young but i dont want to lose him and if i dont found away to keep him then im goin to lose him. And the only way i know is to be his g/f again. .i want to be but i still want to see other people. i cant stand not being ably to see him everday. And i might not even see him on weekends. I hate that i want to see him everyday.i need help throuhg this.