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Well, I quit
I quit at life, I seriously can't take on anymore stress before I'm going to crash.
Family is a bitch, I don't know what to say anymore. A woman I love more than my grandma was sick in the hospital for who the hell knows how long because her lungs are filling with water. Now, because my grandma hates me and ostracized me from the family she didn't tell my mom until today, so now I'm going insane trying to figure out some way to come in contact with that woman to wish her to get well soon and see her again. My cousin wants to move out and that is sending me into hysterics because he is the closest thing to a brother I ever had!!!!!! We had the nicest talk last night remembering being little kids again at Dotty's house ((his grandma, my great aunt)) and everything about that place. I'm so fucking down in the dumps I don't think I'm gonna be happy for a while.
Not to mention my dad isn't speaking to me, nor is my step dad ((although, that's not too much of a surprise))
And even worse, I thought Chris and I were done last night, which was probably one of the most scariest things that has happened, but that's all good now, so I guess that's something to be happy about.
I quit at life, I seriously can't take on anymore stress before I'm going to crash.
Family is a bitch, I don't know what to say anymore. A woman I love more than my grandma was sick in the hospital for who the hell knows how long because her lungs are filling with water. Now, because my grandma hates me and ostracized me from the family she didn't tell my mom until today, so now I'm going insane trying to figure out some way to come in contact with that woman to wish her to get well soon and see her again. My cousin wants to move out and that is sending me into hysterics because he is the closest thing to a brother I ever had!!!!!! We had the nicest talk last night remembering being little kids again at Dotty's house ((his grandma, my great aunt)) and everything about that place. I'm so fucking down in the dumps I don't think I'm gonna be happy for a while.
Not to mention my dad isn't speaking to me, nor is my step dad ((although, that's not too much of a surprise))
And even worse, I thought Chris and I were done last night, which was probably one of the most scariest things that has happened, but that's all good now, so I guess that's something to be happy about.