Ah Livejournal, the last refuge for mental refuse.
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH! LIIIIIIFFFEEEEE!!!! I just don't get it, I think I must've been a total asshole to girls in a previous life, because my luck with them this time around has been subpar to say the least. How do you rescue a girl from an emotional cocoon, when it seems they can't even bring themselves to touch you? It's still there, but buried under layer upon layer of emotional barriers. And they just sprung up overnight. Literally. One day things are great, the next they suck. Add to that my mom getting worse as the days go by, and you've got a recipe for one bummed out hippie kid. All I can say is this is a terrible start to what should have been a great summer. Everything is salvageable, but I wish I didn't have to be a vulture about it. I just don't understand why things can't work out properly for me.