May 03, 2004 09:14
There is an annoying little buzz that has been engulfing my head. It is like a siren that is so loud that you know it is there but are unable to hear it. Tough call. Do you move out of the way? Or is it coming for you? Bets are in..... The winner is------> It's coming for you. So many signs of warning to not get sucked up in it all but you pushed it all aside. I'm sorry old man for the stroke I caused, and sorry little girl for the tears that you choked on and died. So why am I still sitting here? I'm still in so much damn pain! F*** it... I'll just add some more pain somehow, but they will catch on. What then? Throw me in a psych ward and hope I recover. You're shit out of luck b/c I have a scar...on my heart...under my skin. Scarred for life. Go you!!! You accomplished something finally. Aren't you proud?