Oct 25, 2005 00:08
i love fall, but it always sucks right when it begins to get cold. my body isn't use to the temperature and i'm chilled to the bone more often than not.
i didn't want to come back on sunday night. i love always being occupied at my house, feeling needed, having places to go and people to see. when i'm at school i'm simply here and sometimes i feel as though if i weren't here, i wouldn't be all that missed. i have to say, i also love the silence at home. from about eleven and after most nights, i'm the only one awake and it's the best feeling to be able to lie in my bed and be able to hear a pin drop.
i think i would transfer if i could, but there's a few important things keeping me here.
dan being one and the program i'm in as well as the academic standing of the school as close seconds.
the location is ideal.
i suppose i'll learn to love it.
dan and i celebrated six months together on thursday. on one hand it seems like so much longer and on the other it feels like we just met. there's no one i'd rather be with.
time to think about going to bed.