2023 January 4
My skeletor fingers are fucking cold! I cannot do this cold,wet,damp anymore! I feel the rheuma in my blood I feel the angry white cells acting like cocky assholes trying to kill me. Ive been thinking about death alot lately, is the physical,ego,spiritual,mental death Ive no clue. Im tired, Im so irritated living where I live I dont know how to get out of this hell hole, not like I used too. I used to be able to be the badass pack everything up myself load and drive that u-haul anywhere I wanted with no ones help but not anymore, I cant do it. I need help I am saying that out loud to the universe help me please my 2 teen daughters do not want to lift a finger to help me. I want to get ride of everything except my tarot, and crystals and a few other things I dont know where I am going next. I dont know anymore, Im frustrated with here and now.