update for you...
Dear you know who you are,
So, you want me to tell you what's going on, what's wrong?
well i'm just going to be bluntly honest with you. There's no need for you to get offened or anything it's just something that i'm feeling because of the way that i like to do things and what i like to do.
It's quite obvious we have some things in common, or common interests rather. It is also quite obvious that we have differnt things completely not in common.
I like trying to be in an upbeat mood, or around people that are because it puts me in a good mood. When i am around depressed people or people that are mad at the world or whatever, it gets me down and i don't like the way i feel when that happens. I have found to an extent what makes me happy, my friends. You are my friend and i like being with you, but i am also a person that needs to have changes. The mall scene is fun on friday nights, but other than that i don't like being inside all that much when it's nice out or even sometimes when it's raining it's more fun to be outside. I like waundering around outside just enjoying the daylight and the culture around. I like Jazz. i like listening to live music by people that you can see and listen to for free outside or in a club. I like surrounding myself with other people who don't worry about a lot of things, and not peopel that don't have faith in themselves. I like taking part in risks, whether it be by meeting new random people around my age, or doing something stupid. I like surrounding myself with people that aren't afraid to be themselves, it helps me to be myself.
I know you're making progress with your smoking, but to me it's hard to see. Whenever i'm around you lately it seems as though you are still a heavy smoker. I know you will rebut that, but answer me this, how many cigarrettes do you go through in 1 day? I don't mind people who smoke, practically my whole family on my dad's side does. Whatever, it's your life, but try not to always be doing it around me please.
Live your life, take risks and just deal with shit instead of always wondering if people are mad at you or not. Most likely they aren't, trust me i have lived that way, wondering for the past couple years. 9 times out of 10 someone who you think is mad at you really isn't, or there is a reason for when someone doesn't talk to you for a while. People have lives too, don't you remember all those times i thought kari was mad at me for something when really she was just pre-occupied and/or busy dealing with issues of her own. Also try surrounding yourself with happy people who don't have a lot of problems or issues going on in their lives IT WILL BOOST YOUR MOOD and make you feel a lot better. Learn to deal with your anger differently if someone starts yelling at you yelling back at them will ONLY MAKE THINGS WORSE. Apoligizing for every little thing gets annoying really fast. If you did something wrong or something you regret, oh well it's in the past, just as long as you learn from your mistakes and do things differently next time, you have nothing to be sorry for. it's called learning.
take care i love you and am always here for you just as long as you learn something from all of this. I don't mean to hurt you by any of this, but plain and simple it's all the truth and how i really feel.
see ya around maybe,
~Jenn
So, you want me to tell you what's going on, what's wrong?
well i'm just going to be bluntly honest with you. There's no need for you to get offened or anything it's just something that i'm feeling because of the way that i like to do things and what i like to do.
It's quite obvious we have some things in common, or common interests rather. It is also quite obvious that we have differnt things completely not in common.
I like trying to be in an upbeat mood, or around people that are because it puts me in a good mood. When i am around depressed people or people that are mad at the world or whatever, it gets me down and i don't like the way i feel when that happens. I have found to an extent what makes me happy, my friends. You are my friend and i like being with you, but i am also a person that needs to have changes. The mall scene is fun on friday nights, but other than that i don't like being inside all that much when it's nice out or even sometimes when it's raining it's more fun to be outside. I like waundering around outside just enjoying the daylight and the culture around. I like Jazz. i like listening to live music by people that you can see and listen to for free outside or in a club. I like surrounding myself with other people who don't worry about a lot of things, and not peopel that don't have faith in themselves. I like taking part in risks, whether it be by meeting new random people around my age, or doing something stupid. I like surrounding myself with people that aren't afraid to be themselves, it helps me to be myself.
I know you're making progress with your smoking, but to me it's hard to see. Whenever i'm around you lately it seems as though you are still a heavy smoker. I know you will rebut that, but answer me this, how many cigarrettes do you go through in 1 day? I don't mind people who smoke, practically my whole family on my dad's side does. Whatever, it's your life, but try not to always be doing it around me please.
Live your life, take risks and just deal with shit instead of always wondering if people are mad at you or not. Most likely they aren't, trust me i have lived that way, wondering for the past couple years. 9 times out of 10 someone who you think is mad at you really isn't, or there is a reason for when someone doesn't talk to you for a while. People have lives too, don't you remember all those times i thought kari was mad at me for something when really she was just pre-occupied and/or busy dealing with issues of her own. Also try surrounding yourself with happy people who don't have a lot of problems or issues going on in their lives IT WILL BOOST YOUR MOOD and make you feel a lot better. Learn to deal with your anger differently if someone starts yelling at you yelling back at them will ONLY MAKE THINGS WORSE. Apoligizing for every little thing gets annoying really fast. If you did something wrong or something you regret, oh well it's in the past, just as long as you learn from your mistakes and do things differently next time, you have nothing to be sorry for. it's called learning.
take care i love you and am always here for you just as long as you learn something from all of this. I don't mean to hurt you by any of this, but plain and simple it's all the truth and how i really feel.
see ya around maybe,
~Jenn