miserable night #1.

Feb 03, 2006 00:28

last night was perfect. it really was.
there was:
owen.
cofee.
cuddling.
surprise valentine's day gifts.
cold case files.
cuddling...among other things.
sleeeeep.
morning breath, hahahahaha.
bed till 1PM.
errands.
grilled cheese.
and our goodbyes.

he got me a really adorable card. it made me extremely happy. he really is a sweetheart. i'm going to miss cuddling the most. but this summer is going to be amazing. that is, if he remembers me. haha.

it's really sad. i hate that i wont see him for so long. sigh.

we decided to wing it and to wing it, and if something comes up where we meet someone, we're gonna go for it.
5 months is a long time. i would never expect him to not date anyone. i just hope that when he gets back, he doesn't forget about me.

owen was friggen amazing. gah!

he's getting married. she's so lucky haha.

jesse and i are going to get married and make babies. haha.
he's going to be a doctor and i'm going to own my own book store/cafe/little venue.
i have decided this, as there is no one else i would want to be with.
and we will live happily ever after. the end.

and so, it is the first night that i will be lonely knowing i wont get to see jesse later on this week.
oh, boy.
:(
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